The end is near, in less than 6 hours, 2014 will be gone.
I couldn’t resist one more post…
I am tired and I have had enough, and I am walking away from it all…
Walking away from all the hurts and heartaches
Walking away from the desperation and disappointments
Walking away from the pains and personal failings
Walking away from the shame and self-doubts
Walking away from the horrors of it all, away from the unthinkable acts
Walking away from failure and rejections
Walking away from the memories of the many times I wept, and hid my sorrow behind wide smiles
Walking away from dreams that died ere it was birthed, walking away from goals that never reached fruition
Walking away from setbacks, that hit so hard that all air was sucked out from me
Walking away from the times when it was so hard and I wanted to give up
Walking from self-pity and the times when all I could do was whisper “help me” amidst soul deep agony and heart wrenching cries…
Walking away from it all….
I don’t want to have anything to do with it anymore
I am done.
I am not defined by my weaknesses and failures….
I won’t be weighed down by the negatives…
I won’t get stuck in the past…
There lies ahead better days.
In the future that is before me.
Walking away from the joys and companionable laughter
Walking away from the days of sunshine and merriment
Walking away from the moments of ecstasy
Walking away from times I wished never ended…”I could stay here, now, forever”
Walking away from baby steps taken, from the goals that were achieved
Walking from the accolades and praises, away from the cheering on
Walking away from the victories that were few and far between
Walking away from everything…
The successes are only a tip of what is to happen…
And I won’t be tempted to focus on them and rest on my oars…
Greater things and better awaits…
Walking away and never looking back
Who is all I need
And who has got my back.
Walking into another year…
Full of uncertainties
Walking away with one lesson
God is enough.